
Couldn't sleep last night, Restless legs from the running. Good - Woke up at 5:45am because of it. Back to Object Writing, 10 minutes. I notice a difference in how it starts my day, more creative, energetic. Coffee with it though - this time i'm not fooling around with waiting on the coffee in order to regulate the adenosine system. I don't get a mid afternoon crash from having coffee right when I wake up anyways, and it makes waking up all that much easier, plus the blue light. x3 James Clear Articles Yoga, 20 minutes Meditation, 20 minutes. Composition - 3 HOURS - Flute solo. Going well. It's over 3 minutes in length, and I think I actually like it, which is a plus. I'm learning more about my, modus operandi. It takes a while to get into it, but then I flow - and time sees it's way out the door. It has no use for me at that point. Then a 3.6 mile run, 34:04. Not my fastest, or my farthest. But I did it. 93° F & I did it. It wasn't my lungs this time, It was my muscles, which is new. Good - I pushed myself far enough - 4 miles on Wednesday - and my breath is beginning to get some conditioning. Rounding it out with 100 pushups today. Came back, finally faced perfectionism and wrote a recommendation later for a dear friends for the Graduate College admissions at Boise State. I learned about myself then too, and faced the fear. Good Then I had enough time to spend an hour researching etymology in order to name my flute piece. Tetraform is already a workin title for a percussion/Vibraphone work. So I'm thinking, Tet'ra, but I like that for the vibraphone work as well. I also Like, Fragments for solo flute. Today was an absolute success. I didn't practice piano for the 2nd or 3rd day in a row, but I'm not worried about it, It's been going well, and failure is a data point, Good. I came across Spectre by Radio Head, the art and the song is a total inspiration. I would love to try something like this, with it's classically orchestrated strings and ethereal and morphing elusive emotive quality. (Maybe I should call my flute work, Spect're hmmmm) I also came across this quote from a prolific sound composer from the trailer for the biopic that I must watch now, My Way
"Beware of just strolling around in this paradise of sounds or noises. Paradise is the most boring thing there is: Walking around in circles with a palm leaf in your hand for all eternity - terrible!"
- HELMUT LACHENMANN
I love it, to tears. It indicates so much about expectations of beauty, and a preference for the seemingly profane. See you tomorrow Lovelies.

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