
Up at 3:30am couldn't sleep consumed entirely too much coffee and front loaded cello and viola solo lit analysis. Analyzed some good stuff. Got to work on my cello solo. Not much but a definite starting philosophy. I like being a mix between minimalism and contemporary composition. In so far as I ask myself. What are the rules to the game that Im playing? Which relates to all things in life it feels like. Pie hole at 11am My homeless alter ego was there just drinking pbrs for as long as i read my book for. 11am-5pm It's good to see how far i've come in my own regard. Poor fellow. Now if I could conquer the need for food. Finished Building a Story Brand, and got 1/3 of the way through How to win friends and influence people by Dale Carnegie. It's a stupid thing that it took me trying to game theory my social interactions to realize that I needed to actually genuinely are about other people. And to realize that there are millions of truly amazing people out there in the world. ASD is just my official diagnosis. But what do those medical professionals know anyways. But after that and the Recovery Dharma meeting at The Boise Institute for Buddhist studies. I feel genuine hope and excitement for the days ahead. I've still got a long way to go. But with other people at least it's an adventure. Social/marketing books are game changing. After being outside on my bike all day getting comfortably uncomfortable in the heat. I'm home and racing to bed to read some more. See you tomorrow lovelies.

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