TAYLOR ROSS™|MUSIC

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Up late
Chose to sleep through alarm
7am
Recorded Dreams.
Getting easier at recall already.
Noticing things that should have triggered lucidity.
Typing passwords, etc.
Lettering is always off in dreams,
and clocks too.
Never consistent.

Coffee 
Morning Journal
Read 20 pages
I have no excuses,
reading about what holocaust victims had to suffer through.
Unfathomable.
Man's Search for Meaning
by Viktor Frankl.

Breakfast,
Guilt ridden.
Anything more than 10th of an oz of bread and watered down soup is a blessing.

And yet I still act so conceited.

Skipped meditation and morning walk.

Got to work composing
Just spent hours and hours trying to figure out how to do counterpoint to an ascending chromatic soprano line for SATB 4-part writing.
Hard to find resources on it for some reason,
and im terribly confused by counterpoints P4th dissonance,
like hello, 1st inversion chords.

after hyper-obsessing over than all day,
Got ready for a thing tonight.
And due to the overwhelming amount of reasons not to,
I came back,
for me.
Sorry guys,
Gotta do me.

Gonna get ready for bed,
do it again tomorrow.

See you then lovelies.